feelings

A lot is going on inside me...i need to get it out....Here goes...

The last few days i've been incredibly anxious about life. God needs to fix that. I wish i would let him.

I've been pushing people away from me. I sure wish i wouldn't do that. Fear can drive me a lot more than i want it to or care of admit.

I hate it when Jason and i aren't connecting all the time. We need a date night. Monday?

Lately at home, i've been feeling the most "myself". Lots of giggles with my kids, letting my house get messy for sake of enjoying the day with the kids and Jason.

I'm 100% satisfied with where our life is, jobs, kids, house, church, cars---everything. That is why i don't understand this anxious feeling.

I wish people knew how sensative i really am even though my mouth sends messages that i'm not.