His Name...

I love Pandora. It's free. It's fabulous. And i love it. But i bet you can't guess my favorite station?
Yes i may date myself, now that i AM 30 and all. I have only told my husband.

Favorite station?
Phillips Craig and Dean.

Yes, the trio, from the late 80's, who is, yes still around, and yes they are fabulous.

Fast forward to yesterday. I was listening to my favorite station while the kids were for mere moments playing quietly in their room. All of a sudden the song i have heard for many years comes on. It starts listing the names of the Father.

I started crying.

All of a sudden i felt this heaviness yet relief? It was the weirdest feeling. To hear the words of who our Father is sung out i felt this heaviness as if i've made him so small. I felt relief as if my heart was echoing those words exactly.

The song starts out:
Almighty God, The Great I Am, 
Immovable Rock, Omnipotent, Powerful,
Awesome Lord.
Victorious Warrior, Commanding King of Kings,
Mighty Conqueror and the only time,
The only time I ever saw him run,
Was when...


Those words of who our Father is shook me to my core.
How small I have made the Father.
How weak i made him out to be.
I've held onto my own problems waiting for my solution.
I've worried over things out of my control.


Immovable Rock? 
Really, Lord, you are the Rock that is not shaken? When my world is crumbling you are the steadfast hope to which i cling? 
When the hurricane engulfs all of my emotions till i am raw, you are there?


Victorious Warrior?
I don't have to fight my own battles?
You have gone before me?
You have made the way and i just need to be still and know that you are able?


"Yes, Be still and know that I AM God."
Psalm 46:10