Here is what i know...
Jesus is faithful to restore.
Jesus wants my life.
Jesus wants to be my everything.
Jesus wants me to listen.
There is no part of my life where the hand of the Lord does not want to be. He wants a finger on every heartbeat. He wants a word in every sentence i speak.
Through the trials of this week i have come out of the other side realizing my intense needs for a savior. I can look to no other person and no other thing to fulfill the desires of my heart but to the one who created my heart.
As i continue to process the depth of which Jesus wants my heart, i am also reminded of how much he cares for my heart.
Last week Jason and i were at the ocean to get a little family vacation in. God impressed on my heart to go back to work full time. It was clear as day the direction God wanted me to walk and i was very stubborn. I didn't want to tell Jason what God has put on my heart. Driving down to the ocean i told jason what i felt like God had put on my heart and we started to process this. We got home wednesday, i got online and put in my transfer to go full time in my current position. I start the middle of May.
Yesterday driving alone i started to cry in complete thankfulness that the Holy Spirit would visit me and guide me so gently in this life.
I have not read your blog before, Kathy, and I was amazed at the depth of your heart and your ability to express it in writing. It was a great blessing to me! And your family picture is beautiful!
ReplyDeleteKathy,
ReplyDeleteYou are so amazing to me. I love how you are able to just listen and hear God speak to you so clearly, AND be obedient to Him on top of it! Knowing that it came from Him must make the decision much easier. Best wishes with this new journey in your life.
Thank you Judy.
ReplyDeleteThank you Heather, you are always so gracious in your words and love you give me. I appreciate you.